What you see is what you get.

I had a dream about this guy that inused to have emotional feelings about but seeing that me and him are super close friends, I dont want anything to get in the way of our friendship which is why i would do everything to solidify our friendship even if it means forgetting about my feelings for him. I do consider him as one of my best guy friend and I couldnt ask for a better one. So blessed to have someone who will tease and bully me and at the same time protect me from everything else that may bother me.

Recently, I had a dream that woke me up from probably one of the best sleeps in my life. And my bestfriend was in it. Dont get me wrong, i consider a lot of guys as my bestfriends as I do believe that they cause less drama. So its up to you to figure out who the guy was but i'd rather you dont. Well anyways, about the dream. If you know me really well, i hate clowns. They are not my thing and they always seem to scare this shizballs outta me. Moving on, in my dream, i was on my way home from school and i saw my bestfriend on the bus. I sat next to him and we talked and stuff until I missed my bus stop. He asked me where I was going so I told him I dont know. He said okay, we'll have an adventure. So purposedly missed his bus stop aswell and paid for two more stages. We just got off at a random stop. We ended up going to this dark/dull place with so many chairs. I admit i got scared but then our friends was there aswell. I was actually trying to hide from them as they would obviously think about me and the guy having a date. So i was trying to hide then i looked back there was a clown coming up from behind me which made me panic so i grabbed on to his arms and buried my face. The clown was tapping my shoulders and i told my bestfriend to tell the clown to go away and that I was so scared. He told the clown calmly "come back again next time" which was another way of teasing me. My friends came up to me and sat between me and him so he was one person away from me. They asked me if i was okay and i told them yes. And then it went darker which made me even more scared. Then a screen popped out and i cant remember what was on it but it was a movie. A scary one. As it is darker, i started flinching around all because i was scared. My bestfriend saw what i was doing so what he did was he moved from one person away from me to next to me and made me lean on his shoulders, letting me know that I was safe and the next thing I know was I was awake.


I wanted to know more about the dream but sadly that was it.

I got so "kiligs" and stuff about my dream which made me realise that im such a loser for having kilig moments through a dream.




The end.




Love lots,
N. <3