Just because my name is vain. loljks.
Anyways, heres a new feature in my blog where you can read what happened to my day and such.
Im posting this through my ipod due to the fact that its easier access for my photos.
Well today, I woke up late so I missed my morning class. The reason why I was hesistant to get up early is because of the fact that I felt like crap the night before and I woke up feeling worst, to the extent that I didnt wanna see anyone today including my friends and my boyfriend. I just wanted to stay in bed and skip another 8 hours of school but instead, I ended up going to school, just missing one class.
The reason why I was feeling like crap is because I hate offending other people or hurting them, emotionally. I hate having to judge them but in this case, we cant just not judge them. Im not hating om them but its the way people do things it just makes you wanna judge them because they are different from you. But then again, you judge and you dont realize that you're hurting someone.
I had that feeling last night and when I woke up this morning. The fact that I hurt other people's feeling because of my judgements, it didnt occur to me that if I was in the person's shoes, i'd probably get hurt and feel insecure. I admit Im an insecure human being due to the fact that people will always be one step ahead of me even if i try my hardest.
So, in conclusion, I'd like to inform all of you guys that I tend to say things that I dont really mean. Forgive me for being a bad person.
Also today, my boyfriend is the sweetest. He knows that something was bothering me and so he told me not to be sad. He just brightens my day especially when I need it the most :)
So blessed to have someone like him in my life in times like this :) couldnt ask for a better person to cheer me up :)
Moral lesson is that, we are not perfect. We tend to say the most hurtful things and we always end up regretting it. We always wish that we can turn back time and not say anything. But behind all the darkness in the dark side, theres always something positive waiting for you in the bright side :)
"Show that smile to everyone else and let them know that they cant take you down with that smile.."
And with that, may God be praised :)
Love lots,
Nina ❤
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